enjoyed kite-flying today. though in a way, i do feel out of place. guess i’m not as ‘friendly’ as i make myself up to be..
more importantly, i felt angry for the first time in a long time today. that certain people doesn’t know how to appreciate all the efforts other people put in. it is easy to shoot your mouth off, yet when you do that, have you ever considered whether you can live up to your own expectations? Ever tried looking at yourself before pushing all the blame to others? Ever questioned your own motives for doing anything, and whether they are actually the right reasons?
really, it is very different to be looking at things from the other side. having the experience allows empathy for people doing the same thing, or similar things.
Judging people right from the beginning is something many of us are guilty of, and i’m one of them. But we should all allow others the chance of showing themselves for who they really are, before we carve the impressions in stone.
Learning how to be proud of oneself is something i found lacking nowadays. not only in oneself, but in oneself’s activities, hobbies, work and even school. the grass is always greener on the other side, until you reach there and find out that they are all poisonous. Dont take things to compare, and if you really need to, stop selectively choosing the negative ones.
Truly, this is me being agitated the most in a really long while… though on hindsight it all seems kinda dumb, i really think certain people need to do some soul-searching, and get real. Act like how you are supposed to for a person your age, and stop whining about all the little stuff. I really don’t think it was that far anyway.
P.S: tiredness causes the mind to go into hyperdrive