Smile

A new low for my club. The club that i tried to give my heart and soul to, and which i believe i have not completely done so. To many, clubs are places where boring people hang out to find other boring people. I know my club is not like that. But, it isn’t any much better than that. It is mired in problems, yet the relevant leaders choose to close both eyes on them. It has lost the most staunch support, yet the relevant leaders imagine them endless. It has lost its heart and soul, and the relevant leaders are responsible for these losses. Every club has their own problems, that cannot be avoided. It is the process of solving these problems that a club grows. Yet when problems are met, leaders choose to keep mum, to hide them, to avoid them. How can anything be achieved if problems keep mounting?

Today my pal posted an awakening on his blog. Even though it has been brewing for a long time, to put it down in black and white still has the shock impact. If my club has managed to lose his support, i do not know how much real support we can count on anymore. I feel guilty for pulling you in pal, for if i didn’t, maybe both of us would still be keen supporters of the club? As for now, all i can do is give whatever i have left, and continue watching the club fall into disrepair. Until relevant leaders choose to accept suggestions and improve, the club will rot further and further. Until i rot away as well. And when that day comes, it will have reached its lowest point.

well for those that understand the meaning of BLAST, that’s an inside joke for all of you~ but i really mean it when i say i’m having a whale of a time. It’s everything to do with the place, the people (or lack of it), and the peacefulness. Being alone does not equate to being lonely. In fact, EVERYONE needs time to be alone. and no one can escape being alone for certain times of the day/night. so instead of wishing someone was around, we must learn to accompany our own self.

how then do we enjoy being with oneself and oneself only? it is simply getting in touch with your inner self. sounds abstract? well in a way it is since there are no tangible things to grab hold of. it’s basically just soaking in the nothingness and silence. it’s just feeling the weights dropping off your shoulders. it’s simple yet difficult to attain. it’s liberating if you grasp it.

I’m pretty glad i’ve always been able to enjoy being alone, doing my stuff, listening to my songs, singing to myself. it is very simply the closest to heaven i can get.

No tough subject matter today; it’s taxing on the mind. just a little suggestion to all my friends out there… "The greatest gift one can get from a friend is nothing. For nothing is worth MORE than a friendship itself." 

我发现我从来都没有谢过对我好的人。那是因为我没良心吗？或是我根本不在乎？我说不上来。可能我认为，有些话是不言而喻的。若是了解我的朋友，都会明白我对友情的重视。当然，我非常在意私人空间，所以当我觉得我并不舒服时，会采取固步自封。今天有感而发，想感谢我任然在意的朋友们。

开场的绝对是我认识了8年之旧，最靠进知己身份的岑家贤。虽然在初级学院时少来往，但回到大学，你再次成为我最亲最要好的朋友了。没有你的支持与帮忙，我不可能在社团里活跃。谢谢你好朋友！

再来，便是我有点儿忽略的IFF了。你们可算是我的第一群谈心的朋友。IFF永远在我心里，排名第一。希望你们能谅解我这段期间的忙碌，不过请放心，我随传随到。

林悦玲小姐，我更没有忘记妳。在初院的课堂上要是没了妳，生活怎么能过得去？虽然我们见面少，却从来不觉得有距离。天底下，没有任何东西，我不能够吿诉妳。我们就是那么自然的。若是到了40岁，我们还未有终生伴侣，那我们两就在一起吧！哈哈哈！

下来，是我在大学结交的好友。他们包括了社团里的子荣，世钧，米雪，佩霖，依玲。JANSY是唯一在社团以外的好友了。谁说大学人人为己？这一群死党，可是为社团与朋友赴汤蹈火，在所不辞。能结交到他们，是我的福份。

当然，我周遭的朋友不止这一些，可是我无法一一道出。无论如何，只要我曾交识的友人，我非常感谢你们，在我生命里留下的脚印。

“最漂亮的心，就是一个充满疮痍的心。因为它经历了人生的许许多多，所以才留下了痕迹。那也就是它漂亮的原因。” ~郁涵启~

好久没有这一般开心了。或许小孩的天真无暇，便是我的快乐之泉。无论他们多么的好动，多么的顽皮，却永远无法遮蔽他们真诚待你的眼睛。不会有阿谀奉承，不会有你欺我诈，更不会惹人闲言闲语。一个男生，和一个小女孩，能够毫无保留的表现出对彼此的怜惜与爱戴。当我从小女孩手中接过她用心去完成的画时，真的有说不出的感动和喜悦。或许在他人眼里，那只是一棵颜色不符的怪树。但我自己看见的却完全是另一张图片。

就在那么平凡的星期六，我遇到了一群不平凡的小天使。

有时侯, 爱情就是那么简单. 两人的交往, 或者只需一周, 或者要到一年. 可是当它发生时, 却肯定是一霎那的. 所以我很庆幸, 两个我要好的朋友, 能够相随相伴. 更希望两人对彼此的怜惜, 能长长旧旧.

"爱神之箭, 会在你最意想不到的时候, 射中你心"

奇妙的巧合, 刚好的时间.

电影的播放, 观赏的自然.

单人的解放, 无牵的洒拖.

一个人其实也没有什么不好.

锁链紧捆心门处,

孤单在内看不出.

外表冷傲还装酷,

他人看了直想吐.

其实自己不在乎,

却是弄得淑女哭.

该要如何回当初,

反复思索于朝暮.