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well it basically means now i have less time to stone. not that i don’t, i just can’t do it as often. right then..

Today is the last day of recruitment drive, and i’m proud to say i have 40++ signups! it is the ultimate proof of the success of SOW05. and my job is to make sure SOW06 has the same effect. now tt’s what i call pressure. not tt it’s bad, pushes me on!

Oh i like the chocs! thankS Miss Xie!! hahaha

well i dun usually let out much of what i feel directly. think a blog is there for people to know what you wan them to know. there are still things you DUN wan others to know. for me, there is a lot of that…

i want to change. for the better. easier said than done. it’s not easy for me to stick to something. but it cannot be any other way.

it hurts, to lose someone. even someone not close. especially if you thought you could do something to stop it.

is there heaven? can someone take his or her own life, and still go there? does it have to be hell? does it help?

i think none of what i wrote made sense. i don’t make sense sometimes. does that matter? to whom? me?

Sense, there are 6 meanings to it. which one am i using? which one should i use? am i using it correctly?

less is more.

How did it felt like,

when the world around is dark and grey.

where no place, no one, knew you

were all alone.

How must it hurt,

when we left you to yourself,

when nothing was all we talked, and you

were all alone.

How did it came up,

when you decided upon it,

why was it so, other than you

were all alone.

How many questions,

who could have pulled you

when you needed it the most

i guess, it was when you

were all alone.

Now, you are never alone.

Got to hear from a friend, and it wasn’t good news… felt pretty upset for her.. doing my best to help her out, but still feel so inadequate..

read a few interesting blogs in the past few days… very funny and entertaining~ they definitely have their own brand of humour~

Finalised Tagline: "Science Exhilaration X’perience: we promise you something better"

hope it’s still ok.. even did a photoshop poster for it… already learning quite a bit of stuff! hahaha

i’m actually lagging pretty much in my work, but trying to catch up~ it’ll be a very very tough year ahead~ but hey, tt’s why i chose to step out of my comfort zone! Challenge Thyself!

going to stay in school overnight tmr~ save on travelling time!! yupyup!

i should be in school right now.. i should be in lecture listening to the mumble jumble.. SHOULD is a word we should not have…

well i’m at home, feeling lethargic and restless… how these feelings can exist at the same time, don’t ask me~ as for why i’m not in school, let’s just say i had a wild night yesterday.. hahaha~ tt means i was at KTV lah!! Perverts!

racking my brains for a tagline for SOW06, any good suggestions? a few i came up with:

"SEX!! now i’ve gotten your attention, join us for a wonderful orientation experience! (no sex included)" << if this pass, i’ll chop off my head~

"SOW the seeds of friendship in SOW06"

"Where else can you know half the Science population? Join the SOW06 now! (note: number of friendships made differs)"

"SOW06: An Avenue for Freshman, Sophomore & Undergrad to Mix"

"Does the faculty seems a lonely cold place? Is there but strangers all around? Join us and be prepared for a whole new experience~ SOW06: A New Start For All"

it’s been a tiring week… seriously draining.. aint tried sleeping for so few hours for so many days consect with lectures in between.. but YAY!!! i am officially in the 26th SCMC!! as SOW Director no less~

it’s been an eventful 2 months for me.. and i hope i’ll be putting that chapter behind me… to start another exciting one as a SCMC member! even as i type, the feelings are hard to express..

will be going for Docents duty in 11 hours time~ hope it’ll be a good and fun day! and of course, HERO house senior outing after tt! looking forward to it already.. going to get some good sleep..