alright i’ve finally decided to try out a REGULAR blog at yuhansworld.blogspot.com
so if there are people that actually reads this shit, you can check out the new one. at least you can tag there. hahaha~
i remember i started the friendster blog when in Uni… so now that my Uni life ended, a new blog URL may just be appropriate…
"Change is the only Constant"
enjoyed kite-flying today. though in a way, i do feel out of place. guess i’m not as ‘friendly’ as i make myself up to be..
more importantly, i felt angry for the first time in a long time today. that certain people doesn’t know how to appreciate all the efforts other people put in. it is easy to shoot your mouth off, yet when you do that, have you ever considered whether you can live up to your own expectations? Ever tried looking at yourself before pushing all the blame to others? Ever questioned your own motives for doing anything, and whether they are actually the right reasons?
really, it is very different to be looking at things from the other side. having the experience allows empathy for people doing the same thing, or similar things.
Judging people right from the beginning is something many of us are guilty of, and i’m one of them. But we should all allow others the chance of showing themselves for who they really are, before we carve the impressions in stone.
Learning how to be proud of oneself is something i found lacking nowadays. not only in oneself, but in oneself’s activities, hobbies, work and even school. the grass is always greener on the other side, until you reach there and find out that they are all poisonous. Dont take things to compare, and if you really need to, stop selectively choosing the negative ones.
Truly, this is me being agitated the most in a really long while… though on hindsight it all seems kinda dumb, i really think certain people need to do some soul-searching, and get real. Act like how you are supposed to for a person your age, and stop whining about all the little stuff. I really don’t think it was that far anyway.
P.S: tiredness causes the mind to go into hyperdrive
结束了。
大学生涯告一段落了。
最后的卷子，在星期一考完了。
心情如何？没什么特别…
唯一不同的，就是没必要再把书本翻开。
这几天，陪伴文复习，自己仿佛活在没有时间的世界里。
开始上驾车课程，希望能在两三个月内考得驾照。
热浪岛，是和大伙朝往的目的地。将在十三号抵达。
五月二十八就要开工了。还没买几套像样的衣裤，真头痛。
不过，很庆幸自己已经有份工，可以在这空档期尽情玩乐。
“等待着与妳出国的那一天。”
此乃中国一处颇有名气的旅游观光点。菽的意思，是豆类，也是女友名字的其一。在网上找到这地方，还真是有些意外。今天，和干姐聊了一会儿，还喝了咖啡。她总是能给我很好的劝告和意见，所以与她闲聊非常愉快。
看了场电影，笑翻了天。WILD HOGS 还算是部不错的搞笑片，没浪费钱。女友的生日，在她两位挚友的惊喜，算是圆满。很高兴我生命里的她如此开心，更感谢能让她落泪的MZ与CAROL。真是个感人画~
发现自己不知不觉的完全向女友倾诉所有的过去和现在，连自己都感到意外。很多不为人知的事情，似乎都说给她听了。不简单啊…
就这样，我越陷越深。
hahaha the title is just totally irrelevant. anyway first and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETS! i know you’re studying for your bioD paper later (cause i’m chatting with you right now!), but still must take a little break and enjoy the special day k? On this very day [sqroot 4 X 10] years ago, you appeared on earth, so that i could be with you now.
on a side note, i’m down to one last paper. Redang trip with bros are confirmed. Driving lessons waiting. One more month before work starts. Man this is it~
Well 30th April is a week away, but hols are here already. hahaha~
明日的卷子, 是我离开大学的第一步. 虽然这几年来, 成绩并不算优秀, 但也勉强讲得过去. ‘小时了了, 大未必佳’ 可算是反映了我的学生生涯. 老实说, 我并无后悔之心. 因为在成长过程中, 我意识到课业虽重要, 不过它并不是全部. 人生一路走来, 有很多堂课, 是不可能在教室里领悟的.
想想, 身在国大的三年里, 得到的经验和教训, 不胜枚举. 对自己的了解, 每每都有新发现. 领导, 主持, 交际, 付出, 爱人, 被爱, 等等等, 在大学获得了洗礼.
就这样, 一段生命旅程的结束, 意味着另一段的开始…
yup it’s set in stone. i’m employed. went down to sign the contract on thursday. starting pay is pretty low all considered, but i’m looking forward to the bonus/incentives. gotta slog to meet the targets, but if not now then when. need to start accumulating some assets of my own le… i’m dirt poor i realised.
in a week from now, my first paper beckons. i’m not saying that i’m really bothered by the exams, but at least i need to pass! LSM3214 aint exactly my most confident subject.. oh wells we’ll see..
thought of dressing damn outrageously for the final paper. but then i dun seem to find anyone having the same crazy idea as me.. haha~
wanna watch a movie with sweets.
"it’s only words,
and words are all i have,
to take your heart away"
one word. sometimes one word is all it takes. Between heaven and hell, it’s just one word. (for those wondering which word, it’s ‘and’ stupid. haha) most of us say lots of things we never intend to, or realise our words are misinterpreted. it happens so often, sometimes we take it for granted, and we cannot be bothered to brush up on our communicating skills. And then one day you experience how important it is, to be able to say something and have people understand you exactly the way you meant it to be.
I am an egoistic person, and as far as that’s concerned, all my friends concur. i’ve always assumed my language standards are above par, and i do not have problems getting my message across. recent happenings however had shown me how wrong i was. not nearly did some of my sentences lost their original idea, they actually took on the exact opposite meaning.
on a side note, i’ve been offered the position by J&J. i thank everyone that has given me faith, and believed in me. i’ve always maintained that i’m blessed, and i stick by that belief looking at the friends around me.
Most importantly, i’ve a lucky star in you sweets, and your constant support played no small part. Thanks for everything… every single thing.
P.S: everything happens for a reason. i think the reason is you. =)
a journey we set upon, together
your footsteps in line with mine.
the world seems a different place, better
your heart beating besides mine.
It was what, two months?
time had no meaning for the two of us.
we are poles apart, you and me.
but we are souls entwined, you and me.
the furthest reaches we shall seek,
up the mountains, cross the seas and oceans.
the furthest future i dared peek,
down the ages, stay the time and tides.
that one day we are of no more,
we are of no more, together as well.
a week ago, it was the second one. today, it was the third. My interviews with J&J that is. The GM was an Aussie, and he came across as a fun guy. "Good fun" seems to be his favourite phrase; the whole conversation was littered with it. He did a pretty simple breakdown on J&J’s workings for me, and was even nice enough to show me around the office. I’m hoping this would be the last interview, and that the next time i step into the office, it’ll be as a Product Specialist.
these few days, a little erratic. problem is, i don’t understand why. Up till now, the reason is still unclear. What is clear though, is the patience and understanding i’ve gotten from my special someone to walk me through it. Some of you may know her, others may not, but that matters not. For she is all i could ask for and more. Much much more. And so i thank thee sweets for being with me.
P.S: Friday will be a blast i assure you.
